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i just want things to be ok...
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[20 Mar 2005|12:36pm] |
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glassjaw _ love bites and razor lines |
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YOU FUCKING WHORE
GO FUCK ANOTHER GUY
YOU FUCKING WHORE
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[14 Mar 2005|03:46pm] |
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Ive decided i hate everyone and everything.
Ive decided love equals pain...
Ive decided that the people i thought i loved i was just fooling myself
Ive also decided that the people that say they loved me...didnt
i want to go get drunk
so i think i will
.:fuck u i hope u choke on your vomit:.
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[11 Mar 2005|11:23am] |
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um HI! Nothing much has been going on i just went to pick up my sister cuz she needed me to come pick her up. Um tonight i have to work that sucks. Id rather be going to this formal dance thing with tess but WHATEVER SHES TOO COOL I GUESS! Tomorrow the band starts recording our songs for our new ep. And we are getting shirts. And shot glasses...cuz were cool like that. We have a show in batavia on march 26th at this coffee house. Ill put more information up. And then we go on tour i think starting the 8th of april till like the 24th. It should be uber amounts of fun. Um then sunday i think im hanging out with tess. Maybe going to the four year strong show? cuz they rock. Everyone should go and support them. GOsh i love four year strong. Alright well thats enough for now.
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[10 Mar 2005|01:42pm] |
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yeah so i havent updated this thing in years...
new band
signing with drive thru records?
www.myspace.com/almosttomorrow
www.purevolume.com/almosttomorrow
the bands called almost tomorrow if u havent figured that out!
Um new girl tess is cool? Shes a cutie
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[22 Feb 2002|01:01pm] |
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WEll i dont like this journal anymore! so im gunna use my deadjournal more so ya better check there for my fun updates on my fucked up crazy life!
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[16 Feb 2002|09:06pm] |
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IM IN MARYLAND!!! Yes fun fun... except for the missing ashley part. **tear** AND IM STILL THINKING ABOUT THE ICE CUBE!!!
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[14 Feb 2002|12:10pm] |
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YAY!!! i saw my ashley yesterday!!! I love ure card! its great. And i know you love my card. I told you i cant spell. All is well here at my pineapple farm. I hope all is well at the peach farm? I get to go sking again tonight. Its been a while since i could ski. I just havent really felt like going. So now i gots like 3 free rentals and lift tickets to use. But nobody is gunna use them but me! MUAHAHAHA...but anyways, i gets to see my ashley again tomorrow so im all happy. I cant wait. And i dont want to give you hoodie back :( I DONT WANNA **stamps foot on ground** And ellie you know im gunna steal ure chair! Im gunna come over in the middle of the night and take it without u knowing! ok so i wont but i still want that chair...hmmmm i dont know what else to write... so im going. out
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[11 Feb 2002|10:53am] |
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LOOK AT THE HAMSTER FLIP!!!! LOOK AT HIM FLIP!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH
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| PAUL IS DEAD!!!!! |
[11 Feb 2002|10:39am] |
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System of a down - X ........We dont need to mutiply DIE!!! |
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JEFF, PAUL IS THE WALRUS!!! I WIN!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!
"I told you about the Walrus and me - man. We are as close as can be - man. Well here's another CLUE for you all, the WALRUS was PAUL"
John tells us the Walrus on the cover of the Magical Mystery Tour was Paul.
And i have to get the single album of revolution #9 cuz it goes number nine, number nine, number nine,... 13 times then if you play it backwords it says turn me on dead man, turn me on dead man,... cwaaaaaazy shit. I GOTS A JOB!!! yup i did i did. but me have to work over break so that sux! And ashley if i can see you this weekend it will have to be on friday cuz im leaving saturday morning...grrrrr... Ok well im gunna go. BYE EVERYBODY... BYE DOCTOR NICK!!!
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[08 Feb 2002|11:33am] |
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BLAH!!! I dont feel good. I stayed home sick. im feeling a little better but my head still hurts. And i think im not gunna write all that much cuz i think im gunna throw up...ill write later. out
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[07 Feb 2002|12:23pm] |
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I always seem to screw something up in a relationship. Every single girlfriend ive had i seem to fuck it up. Then when i finaly get a really great girlfriend i fuck it up again! What the hell is wrong with me. Am i just doomed to fuck up relationships untill theres no one left. Im just scared im gunna lose a girlfriend and a best friend at the same time. Ashley you are everything to me. I know im not that smart and i do stupid things sometimes... ok all the time. And i know i should have told you before i asked for advice from other people. But I cant imagine my life without you right now. To lose you would be to lose a part of myself. I would promise you that nothing could every come between us but i cant. All i know is that right now i love you, and i love being with you. I dont really know what else to say, except that i love you.
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[06 Feb 2002|08:28pm] |
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DAMN IT!!!!
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[05 Feb 2002|12:32pm] |
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I lost all purpose in life
There's no reason to go on
No reason to fight
No reason to live
I cant imagine anyone there
I cant imagine anyone cares
When i think of my life
I ask what did I do
Did i make a difference
In anyones life
Did i make an impact
On anyones outlook
When i think back
I hope i did
Or was i just a drifter
Just a loner
just a care
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[03 Feb 2002|09:45pm] |
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warpigs Black Sabbath |
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Yeah im really happy right now cuz i finaly got to see Ashley today. And no ashley ure letter isnt dumb its great!! I love having friends...friends are great.
Well im not gunna put a big journal entry in today cuz im tired...and yeah...bye!! ELLIE AND ERIN ARE STILL THE COOLEST!!!
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[30 Jan 2002|11:46am] |
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YAY!!! It worked!!! hahaha ok well im just gunna do a bunch of these tests and put them all up!!!
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[29 Jan 2002|08:20pm] |
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Yeah im in a weird mood so im like yeah im gunna write a song and do some more of my drawlings...hehe. Well im getting mad good at playing crash and mexico! Yeah im all proud of my self. AND I MIGHTS BE ABLE TO SEE MY ASHLEY!!! YAY!!! so mow that im in a good mood were gunna do the ellie and erin fan club cheer!!haha
ELLIE AND ERIN
SO GREAT SO GREAT
ELLIE AND ERIN
SO FUN SO FUN
ELLIE AND ERIN
THE LISTEN AND HEAR
AND THATS OUR FAN CLUB CHEER!!!
TADA! haha i know u all loved that. Well i have to go now and i know you guys love to read my cwaaaazy stuff... kitties are the cwaaaaaaaziest people!! BYE EVERYBODY...BYE DOCTOR NICK!!!
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[29 Jan 2002|12:03pm] |
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im at school... |
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Does anybody know what morose means??? Cuz i dont so im gunna put it as my mood! Well i didnt post the song i wrote cuz i cant find it. grrrrr. Oh well ill just have post a different song
Pardon Me
A decade ago I never thought I would be, at twenty three, on the verge of spontaneous combustion.
Woe-is-me.
But I guess that it comes with the territory; an ominous landscape of never ending calamity.
I need you to hear.
I need you to see that I have had all I can take and exploding seems like a definate possibility to me.
So pardon me while I burst into flames.
I've had enough of the world and it's people's mindless games.
So pardon me while I burn and rise above the flame.
Pardon me, pardon me.... I'll never be the same.
Not two days ago, I was having a look in a book and I saw a picture of a guy fried up above his knees.
I said, "I can relate, " 'cause lately I've been thinking of combustation as a welcomed vacation from the burdens of the planet earth.
Like gravity, hypocricy, and the perils of being in 3-D... and thinking so much differently.
So pardon me while I burst into flames.
I've had enough of this world, and it's people's mindless games.
So pardon me while I burn and rise above the flame.
Pardon me, pardon me... I'll never be the same.
Good song... Well me leaving now. ELLIE AND ERIN ARE COOL!!!
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